today is the greatest day i’ve ever known

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sometimes, it felt like the sky just crashed down onto me and brought me to my knees. like today. there were days when i felt like my legs were trembling so hard i could barely even walk. like today. some days were just so dark and unrelenting, it suffocates me. like today. heart’s been shredded into tiny pieces, just that. again. just your routine, run-of-the-mill, heartache.

which makes me even more proud, of what i’ve achieved this past few years. my successes at work, studies and life. i did it, eventhough some days the sky just crashed down mercilessly. i braved it, eventhough some days i could barely stand, let alone walk. oh i’m made of steel, i am. i’m always strong enough for this.

but i’m lying if i say it doesn’t kill me. i died, every time. it sucked the life out of me, every single time. but i’ve learned that to love anything is to accept that it might be gone, but we still keep on believing anyway, no matter what. tanpa mengharapkan balasan.

faith is humbling. it is content, in every sense of the word. this is a toast to me, a Superman.

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cheers.

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” .. we, the people of the world.. our destiny are more often tied up with each other than spread apart. so be good to those around you, because they might just be the only one you’ll ever need, in the future .. “

- anonymous

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