it had to be you

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i thought of all the things i’d like to say

cramped up and couldn’t write a word all day

so sick of all the things i’m trying to say

cramped up and couldn’t write a word all day

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do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
a kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin-type of harmony?

what if it was you?
you that I needed all along
i felt like a fool
kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
in search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?

what if it was you?
you that I needed all along
i felt like a fool
thinking we were completely wrong

it seemed like a dream
a beautiful scream
that echoed forever
and made us not afraid to feel a thing
and after it ends
we’ll try to be friends
they say that what doesn’t kill us makes us who we are

ALL THIS TIME AND EVERYTHING’S CHANGED BUT I STILL FEEL THE SAME
ALL GOOD THINGS EVENTUALLY END AND GET WASHED DOWN THE DRAIN
WHAT A DISASTER IT WOULD BE IF YOU DISCOVERED THAT I CARED
A LITTLE TOO MUCH FOR FRIENDS BUT NOT ENOUGH TO SHARE

what if it was you?
you that I needed all along
i felt like a fool
now that I’m sure that I was wrong
it had to be you.
it had to be you.
it had to be you.
i knew it was you.

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so much to say

but no words to convey

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i so want to get back on track

and i’ll do whatever it takes

even if it kills me.

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